elanamatic: to be or not to be despite all your words of encouragement and the fact that i keep dreaming about nyc and wanting to wake up to find myself in a b+b talking to adina about going for pancakes, i am not going to be attending this weekend's party. so sad cos i was so looking forward to meeting everyone and all at once too!
it really truly sucks but it was my own decision. feeling lame-o-matic as i know i could pull it off and that i should sleep when i am dead and all of that stuff. i also know that i will be exhausted and i have an insane week ahead at work and that my mental state will suffer. damn mental state.
i will have to make it to nyc some other time and party it up.
boo. i hate being a responsible adult.
i do like being a decadent adult though: for my birthday this week, the dude took me out for dinner to susur. it was INCREDIBLE. i started off with a $20 kir royale cocktail, followed by a five course tasting menu with matched wine pairings and ended with some sweet sweet port. wowza. i would consider giving up dessert for a year to have the chance to eat there again.
earlier that day i was having a pity party and decided to break my funk by treating myself to prada sunglasses from holt renfrew. me, in prada! so fabulous. so ridiculous. i love it.
that night i dreamt that i went out for breakfast and it cost me $300 bucks. oy.