Yesterday I cried: 1)When I put on my socks and realised I don't have to sit carefully on the edge of the bed in fear of waking anyone. 2)hard-- in the middle of the newsroom when Margo put her arm around me. 3)In the bathroom when I looked in the mirror and desperately thought this whole week might have been a bad dream. Then really shaky hard when I realised how pathetic that was. 4)In the taxi to the therapist 5)At the therapist 6)when Rosie took me shopping for mother's day cards. 7)When I went to unlock my bike and realised that someone had backed into it, warping the wheel. 8)When I went to the urbane cyclist and got a $100 quote to replace said wheel. 9)looking at Josh's portfolio shot of the 8-yr-old girl from Holland whose entire family, save her brother, had just been blown up by a suicide bomber. 10)Over the hockey game at Kilgours (including a happy tear or two when the Leafs won). 11)On the phone with Nell who called from Hong Kong
